
The Incredulity of Saint Thomas
Michelangelo Merisi da Caravaggio, 1602
My dear friends,
On this holy day, we contemplate the mystery of the Risen One appearing in the midst of fear, and we are invited to recognize the awakening of boundless compassion within our own hearts. The Bodhisattva path teaches that awakening does not remove us from the world’s suffering, it returns us to it with fearless love. So too the Christ appears, not in triumphal distance, but within the closed room of trembling disciples, revealing that no barrier can obstruct the presence of liberating wisdom and compassion.
and the doors were locked where the disciples were, for fear of the Jews,
Jesus came and stood among them and said, "Peace be with you."
- John 20:19
The locked doors symbolize the mind enclosed by fear and dualistic grasping. Yet the awakened presence enters without obstruction, like bodhicitta arising in the heart that has despaired. “Peace be with you” is the direct pointing to the stillness of awakened mind, a peace that does not depend on circumstances. When we rest in this, fear loosens its grip and the possibility of compassionate action appears.
Then the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.
- John 20:20
The wounds are not hidden. The awakened one reveals them. This is the union of wisdom and compassion: suffering is neither denied nor clung to. For the Bodhisattva, wounds become gateways of empathy. The disciples rejoice because they see that love has passed through suffering and remains unbroken. In our practice, we too learn to transform our wounds into sources of connection with all beings.
- John 20:21
Here the path opens outward. Awakening is not for oneself alone. Just as the Christ is sent into the world, so the disciples are entrusted with the same mission. This mirrors the Bodhisattva vow: to remain engaged in the world for the liberation of all beings. Peace becomes the ground from which compassionate activity flows.
- John 20:22
The breath is intimate and immediate. It is the transmission of living awareness. What is called the Holy Spirit can be understood as the awakening mind, bodhicitta, the inseparable unity of emptiness and compassion. This is not given from outside as an object; it is recognized as our own deepest nature, stirred into activity by grace.
if you retain the sins of any, they are retained."
- John 20:23
Forgiveness here is profound spiritual responsibility. To forgive is to release fixation, to see beyond the illusion of a solid, separate self. When we cling to resentment, we bind both ourselves and others. When we release, we participate in liberation. The Bodhisattva understands that all harmful actions arise from ignorance, and responds with clarity and compassion, guiding beings toward awakening.
So the other disciples told him, "We have seen the Lord."
But he said to them, "Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hands
and put my finger in the mark of the nails and my hand in his side,
I will not believe."
- John 20:24-25
Thomas represents the honest seeker who cannot rely on secondhand faith. This is not a fault. On the path, direct experience is essential. Yet there is also subtle attachment in demanding certainty on our own terms. The spiritual journey requires both inquiry and openness, a willingness to encounter truth beyond our conceptual limits.
Although the doors were shut, Jesus came and stood among them and said, "Peace be with you."
Then he said to Thomas, "Put your finger here and see my hands.
Reach out your hand and put it in my side. Do not doubt but believe."
Thomas answered him, "My Lord and my God!"
- John 20:26-28
The awakened one meets Thomas exactly where he is. This is great compassion, skillful means. The invitation to touch the wounds is an invitation to encounter reality directly. In that encounter, doubt transforms into insight. Thomas’s declaration is not mere belief, it is recognition. In the Bodhisattva path, such moments arise when conceptual mind falls away and direct knowing dawns.
Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have come to believe."
- John 20:29
This blessing points to a deeper trust, one that arises from the heart’s intuition rather than sensory confirmation. On the path, there comes a stage where we rely on the inner certainty born of practice, ethical discipline, and meditative stability. This faith is not blind; it is the quiet confidence of awakening beginning to recognize itself.
Therefore, my friends, walk this path with courage and tenderness. Let fear become the doorway to peace, wounds become the ground of compassion, and doubt become the catalyst for deeper realization. In this way, you participate in the great work of the Bodhisattva, embodying the living Christ mind for the benefit of all beings.